I woke up to my son saying mommy mommy tomorrow I start school, and no matter how much im scared of not having money, he made my day... His smile his big brown eyes just so excited... I thank god for blessing me with a mother like mine..She helped me buy the shirts for his school and some of his supplys. Also he helped me sell 2 cell phones on cl.. That money came in handy.. My days worry me so. But thank god im making it day to day with my family... It could be worse.... I just hope and pray it dosnt...
Good Morning World.. Im Up Early And Putting In Job Applications.. My kids are still asleep and I began thinking... If im having such a hard time at this very moment in life, something good should be headed my way. Well at least someone told me that. Unless it was to make me feel better. My fiance told me last night, he noticed I seem somewhat depressed these days.. I seem ok to myself. But I do feel as if I might just loose everything.. I look at my childrens face and the way they looks at me makes me cry. No worry in the world because their mommy and dad seem to have everything under control.. I asked my mom for help recently and with the lords good will, she has agreed to help me get my sons school shirts.. Including some school supplys I wasnt able to get.. I know its my mom but still the fact that she would help me makes me cry... I had this winter texan couple give my 2 kids stuffed animals yesterday while I was leaving a wal-mart, I took it as a sign from god that everything will be fine for my family and I.... Where its dark the light will shine through someday...
Im 26 and have 2 children.. Im struggling wit money and have bad credit... When I was 18 I got my first 2 credit cards and thought it didnt matter what I would do with them, nobody told me it could ruin me.. Im having a hard time coming up with money, my fiance works but gets paid monthly and when it comes to payday our bills take it all... I have been trying to sell all my stuff of cl but seems ppl these days are having money trouble aswell... School starts soon for my son who isnt gonna have his school shirts due to we have no money..... Lately ive caught my self crying as im doing now.. I dont know what to do.. Behind my smile is so much fear and sadness... When im alone is when I can vent... I have carpul tunnel, veintendinitis and I cant even see a doctor... Somtimes I feel as if im alone.. Sorry im just venting...
