Im 26 and have 2 children.. Im struggling wit money and have bad credit... When I was 18 I got my first 2 credit cards and thought it didnt matter what I would do with them, nobody told me it could ruin me.. Im having a hard time coming up with money, my fiance works but gets paid monthly and when it comes to payday our bills take it all... I have been trying to sell all my stuff of cl but seems ppl these days are having money trouble aswell... School starts soon for my son who isnt gonna have his school shirts due to we have no money..... Lately ive caught my self crying as im doing now.. I dont know what to do.. Behind my smile is so much fear and sadness... When im alone is when I can vent... I have carpul tunnel, veintendinitis and I cant even see a doctor... Somtimes I feel as if im alone.. Sorry im just venting...